Post by matty on Apr 21, 2022 2:40:28 GMT -5
Hey guys
Just letting you know I won't be posting on this board anymore. And I know the following content is going to sound absolutely insane but I have been on this board (and original board since I was like 15!) I posted on this board, what was once D12 World message board and was known as the only crazy Stan on ONTD lmao. I still get messages from ppl on there even though I haven't posted in years lol so I felt like it was only right that I say my goodbyes and reasoning behind it.
I get most will roll their eyes and be like "lol just don't post anymore" but this isn't a normal board for me. Its been such a BIG part of my life
One thing about me is that I have a SUPER addicting personality and I love to solve puzzles. I like mysteries and interesting people and psychology. I was the type of kid who was reading Harry Potter till 5 am in the morning as a kid or Agatha Christies novels. And thats one of the main reasons why I have been so obsessed with Em for so LONG. He is an interesting character I think we can all agree and I felt like I could relate to him so much but lately thats slowly going away and intrigued is just becoming annoyance.
Realizing someone u stanned for 20 plus years is probably not who u thought he was is a punch in the face but also freeing in a way. Most celebs are fake I guess. The funniest thing is Britney is called crazy yet she is probably the sane/nice out of them all and had the guts to step away from her entire team/circle pretty much all by herself. The irony.
Anyway enjoy the more BS for the next 10 yrs guys. How can one Stan any of those guys in Ems circle I have no idea. Posting pictures of dead dads on Instagram, scamming young artists, stealing beats, fucking one another over and over again, taking sides with snoop and game and Nick. Calling Em horrible names and each other. Tricking each other. It’s just nasty business. Blaming each other for a failed shitty ass group, manipulating each other, the passive aggressiveness and side ways compliments are just nasty. And they all deserve each other at this point including Em and Stans that like that sort of shit deserve it too. Enjoy the messy Game drama that Royce was instigating today when his friend is 50 fuckin years old and should be diffusing this shit before it ruins his "friends" career. Enjoy all the ppl using Ems name and Em just letting it happen and making him look like a parody of himself. Enjoy the rappity rap that he has been doing since his obsession with SH. Enjoy the one -two posts from Em that are probably Paul anyway lol.
I for one am so over it and the mystery that is Em intrigue is slowly diffusing and being replaced with annoyance. And it’s funny because I am such an obsessive person but I am also someone who can cut shit off pretty quickly once I realize how stupid it is or toxic it is. And I think Royce name dropping Em and hanging out with Denaun after the toxic and disgusting temper tantrum he pulled yet AGAIN was ironically the last straw. Like I can't deal with another cycle of this bullshit. I don't know why this time but it just clicked for me. Its like witnessing a friend going back to an abusive relationship over again when you can see how toxic it is. and I am over Em hanging out with this toxicity it isn't normal. Just like Royce choosing Joe over and over again -Em choosing royce over and over again is the same thing. The people you surround yourself is the reflection of yourself. And its not just how royce treats Em. He is a pathological liar and did so much snake shit it makes me queazy- and his pattern happens OVER AND OVER again and I am just not looking forward to witness the same cycle again. Then add in Pauls ass who is just weird...idk man.
stanning Em for me is not healthy...it is NOT fun and just makes me snippy (probably cuz I am realizing he probably isn't the person he was even after all these years of trying to figure him out). People who think that this type of entertainment is fun or the way Em's friends or team treat him and one another is okay or normal aren't good people themselves. NOT saying any of you all are bad ppl - just deluded stans on like Instagram/twitter. I understand a lot of ppl can ignore the whole toxic friend dynamics Em has going on but I am just not that type person. I am all or nothing. Its a gift and a curse. Plus lets be real. Em will always love rapping but I don't think he likes entertaining anymore. Which is fine but getting crumbs once in a while then five years of only SH BS isn't worth it lol
To put it simply: I just don't want to care about Em anymore. And I know its going to take a min to stop caring but this board is a big part of the problem..
I will probably delete my account around May - I want to save old messages and stuff and delete posts that I do not want on here anymore and it will take a min or if my addiction to this board lets up and I don't check it every day/week then I will keep it. I have not decided yet. But knowing me I will have to delete it cuz its so easy to check my phone and get caught up in Em drama and mehhhhh.
But anyway I want to thank all the OGs for all the fun over the years! I know its just a message board but it was a big part of my life and I met some great people that personally have been there for me and I really appreciate all of y'all- even the ones I sparred with (and most likely won
- JK JK JK JK). Please continue to stay safe and I hope everyone enjoys the new Em era!
Just letting you know I won't be posting on this board anymore. And I know the following content is going to sound absolutely insane but I have been on this board (and original board since I was like 15!) I posted on this board, what was once D12 World message board and was known as the only crazy Stan on ONTD lmao. I still get messages from ppl on there even though I haven't posted in years lol so I felt like it was only right that I say my goodbyes and reasoning behind it.
I get most will roll their eyes and be like "lol just don't post anymore" but this isn't a normal board for me. Its been such a BIG part of my life
One thing about me is that I have a SUPER addicting personality and I love to solve puzzles. I like mysteries and interesting people and psychology. I was the type of kid who was reading Harry Potter till 5 am in the morning as a kid or Agatha Christies novels. And thats one of the main reasons why I have been so obsessed with Em for so LONG. He is an interesting character I think we can all agree and I felt like I could relate to him so much but lately thats slowly going away and intrigued is just becoming annoyance.
Realizing someone u stanned for 20 plus years is probably not who u thought he was is a punch in the face but also freeing in a way. Most celebs are fake I guess. The funniest thing is Britney is called crazy yet she is probably the sane/nice out of them all and had the guts to step away from her entire team/circle pretty much all by herself. The irony.
Anyway enjoy the more BS for the next 10 yrs guys. How can one Stan any of those guys in Ems circle I have no idea. Posting pictures of dead dads on Instagram, scamming young artists, stealing beats, fucking one another over and over again, taking sides with snoop and game and Nick. Calling Em horrible names and each other. Tricking each other. It’s just nasty business. Blaming each other for a failed shitty ass group, manipulating each other, the passive aggressiveness and side ways compliments are just nasty. And they all deserve each other at this point including Em and Stans that like that sort of shit deserve it too. Enjoy the messy Game drama that Royce was instigating today when his friend is 50 fuckin years old and should be diffusing this shit before it ruins his "friends" career. Enjoy all the ppl using Ems name and Em just letting it happen and making him look like a parody of himself. Enjoy the rappity rap that he has been doing since his obsession with SH. Enjoy the one -two posts from Em that are probably Paul anyway lol.
I for one am so over it and the mystery that is Em intrigue is slowly diffusing and being replaced with annoyance. And it’s funny because I am such an obsessive person but I am also someone who can cut shit off pretty quickly once I realize how stupid it is or toxic it is. And I think Royce name dropping Em and hanging out with Denaun after the toxic and disgusting temper tantrum he pulled yet AGAIN was ironically the last straw. Like I can't deal with another cycle of this bullshit. I don't know why this time but it just clicked for me. Its like witnessing a friend going back to an abusive relationship over again when you can see how toxic it is. and I am over Em hanging out with this toxicity it isn't normal. Just like Royce choosing Joe over and over again -Em choosing royce over and over again is the same thing. The people you surround yourself is the reflection of yourself. And its not just how royce treats Em. He is a pathological liar and did so much snake shit it makes me queazy- and his pattern happens OVER AND OVER again and I am just not looking forward to witness the same cycle again. Then add in Pauls ass who is just weird...idk man.
stanning Em for me is not healthy...it is NOT fun and just makes me snippy (probably cuz I am realizing he probably isn't the person he was even after all these years of trying to figure him out). People who think that this type of entertainment is fun or the way Em's friends or team treat him and one another is okay or normal aren't good people themselves. NOT saying any of you all are bad ppl - just deluded stans on like Instagram/twitter. I understand a lot of ppl can ignore the whole toxic friend dynamics Em has going on but I am just not that type person. I am all or nothing. Its a gift and a curse. Plus lets be real. Em will always love rapping but I don't think he likes entertaining anymore. Which is fine but getting crumbs once in a while then five years of only SH BS isn't worth it lol
To put it simply: I just don't want to care about Em anymore. And I know its going to take a min to stop caring but this board is a big part of the problem..
I will probably delete my account around May - I want to save old messages and stuff and delete posts that I do not want on here anymore and it will take a min or if my addiction to this board lets up and I don't check it every day/week then I will keep it. I have not decided yet. But knowing me I will have to delete it cuz its so easy to check my phone and get caught up in Em drama and mehhhhh.
But anyway I want to thank all the OGs for all the fun over the years! I know its just a message board but it was a big part of my life and I met some great people that personally have been there for me and I really appreciate all of y'all- even the ones I sparred with (and most likely won
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